Mindstorm

A fearsome & fantastic journey to the heart of the Savage Id.

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Location: Invisible City, North Dakota, United States

Read my book, The Mind-Warp Era. It'll tell you about the real Lead--& his alter-ego, the true Rootboy covered with slime (the Savage Id). Partly a poignant memoir, partly a cosmicomic book, it relays the Id's adventures thru dark dimensions of funereal dread, with Timothy Leary as co-pilot. (The rumors of his death have been greatly exaggerated.)

Thursday, October 04, 2007

wasted day, unfinished Dawn...

...but yet Dawn has forgiveness for the sins men wrought on he.

Nice.

Anyway, I did little writing, little of anything creative yesterday, following a night when I awakened at 3:00 AM & the next at 4:00. Not even 4:20. (I could use a submarine right now.) I felt so tired, & the headache wouldn't go away; then I looked at Dawn: ermine furs; strike, dear mistress... it was as chaff.

I think I'm depressed. Either that or the meds are functioning too effectively & I'm enthymic again. In any case, Seroquel numbed me out, & I need to return once more to the burning of the Brain Stone: a new chemical philosophy, the celebration of the lizard. Phoenix enthralled.

It's because Lunesta doesn't work worth a damn. Now CCRx wants me back on Ambien, albeit a generic Ambien, another drug that doesn't work.

I'm getting sick & tired of taking sleeping meds that don't work & have the insurance only pay for those ones.

Wednesday we travel to Electric City, where I'll make my case for a simpler, more effective set of meds. Less is more, & the upper & lower, left & right...

Mirrors!

The court of the Crimson King.

Today is another day off for Trish, about her EKG. We're trying to get Medicaid to pay for the trip, as Car-girl's training is until 3:00. If nothing else, we'll be getting our new dryer this afternoon. One less thing for Trish to have anxiety about.

Blood pressure was normal last nite; high this morning. Want to have Dominique (sun a lay to say shun tone) research my stuff to see if any of the meds I take at bedtime could be amping up my circulatory system.

Though it'll probably hit the recycle bin, I'll write after I finish this blog. Vangie is a waste of time, just like:

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